OCTOBER

Okay, but honestly where did October go? I swear it just started and I'm not ready for it to be over. I feel like I blinked and it's gone, I honestly don't remember much of what happened... haha. I think I have memory problems, but anyway. I haven't posted in a long time! Did I have a job the last time I posted? Well, if you didn't know I got a job haha. Part of the reason I never do anything anymore. Plus it's the end of term. Yay. But we are not here to talk about that thank goodness. I'm here to overload you with pictures of pumpkins and Halloween costumes and happy faces. I just love pictures and I also love fall so yeah. *2 Thumbs Up*

White pumpkins are so aesthetically pleasing.

Sorry if you disagree.

 We made Molten Lava Cakes, and you better believe we put ice cream on top. Definitely suggest you make these because wow.

I definitely look like I'm winking in this picture, but

for reals I just can't open my eyes in pictures.

We went to the cutest pumpkin patch. Seriously, I love pumpkins. It's probably like an unhealthy obsession, but it's fine. But also how cute are tiff and trey! His little jacket tied around his waist, he kills me!

The two sides of Emily haha. Just kidding she is always lovely! But the second pictures does look pretty violent haha.

The obsession continues.

They had a little Farmer's Market as well, which was adorable!

You better believe I've made all the pumpkin desserts. Send help.

Blurry but pretty

 I just love leaves and fall. How many times
can I say I love fall in one blogpost haha.

 I LOVE DRESSING UP ON HALLOWEEN. I said it. And most of my friends have gotten to the point where they don't like to dress up and it makes me so sad.  It's not childish haha. It's cool and I don't care what anyone says.

 Also, these pictures are from our annual Halloween Party! It was super fun! The purple noodles were pretty sketchy, but it's all good. I'm still alive.

 Outfit pictures. Don't mind me. I just have to appreciate

the times when I'm not wearing work clothes and a hat.

I do get ready sometimes I promise haha

The sunrises and sunsets have been amazing!

 Mom and I hung out over Fall Break. She told me to write that I hung out with My Mom because I don't have friends and that I love her. Haha.

And a Selfie. Sorry if you don't like selfies, but I was happy, and a lot of times I don't feel really happy. It's nice to look back at times when I was happy. And something I've learned is that life is not always happy rainbows. I've had my fair share of sad days, and I get stomach aches before I go into work because I have so much anxiety, and I'm not always confident in the way I look or the way I am. I fall short and I have an obnoxious laugh and diabetes kicks my butt everyday. AND THAT'S ALL COOL. Because Heavenly Father still grants me the opportunity to live each day, and everyday he gives me is a chance to improve. And that's cool.
Happy October (: